.Sunday, September 20, 2009 ' 11:35 PM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: The Veronicas - Stay
I miss you even more today,
Knowing that you're so far away,
You tell me that you'll see me soon,
But tell me just how long I have to wait for you,
Giving you my reasons why,
And asking you to stay tonight.
But I won't run around after you,
And you know what you've found,
And you know I'm in love with you,
Everything changes when I see your smile,
So stay a little while.
Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf jika ade pape silap & slah I spnjg thun ini yerk. & thanks to korg2 yg wish via Myspace/sms. ;)
Sooo. Celebrating Raya fer the very first time in KL, it was a pretty busy day. In the afternoon went to Amin's house with mummy to celebrate Raye. Then at night went with Auntie Azah, cuzzies Iman & Tisha to some friend's place in uh, somewhere la wtf.
Bottom line, the day was fun, but exhausting. Especially lepaking at Amin's house. Seeing my mummy & his umi in a conversation was weird but amusing. Haha. & everyone liked the cake I baked fer them! Weee. (:
Of course, today I somehow felt married wtf. Before going to his house mummy & I dropped by Mama Han & Mama Ping's hse (my aunties), then Mama Han asked my mum, "bringing your daughter go to Amin's house to bertunang ah?" Ngahaha wtf. Then when we came back, they, as in my aunties & mummy kept on refering to Umi as my 'mother-in-law'. Ngan selambenye dorg nih. Pfft. Aku xkawen ngan Amin lg laaa. Pfft. They all have this knack of teasing me when it comes to Amin. Fer one, before leaving I was all cheerful & Mama Han said that I "couldn't wait to beraye with my 'husband'," LOLOLOL. Raye laaa, mmg la b'seri KOT. HAHA. Apparently everyone's forgotten that he's no longer my boyf, in a way. Sheesh.
Mummy alim haha. ;)
Meanwhile, mummy gave him an ang pau. Said that she's never forgotten all the help he gave us, like helping me bring the cats to the vet when they were sick & buying KFC on my b'day & stuff like that. Well, those cats..haa, rajin lak die nak dtg tiap2 pg. Fer the fact that he nvr left the house HAHAHA wtf. & I'm somehow known as the dishwasher at umi's house HAHA. Well, tht's the least I can do to help, kan? (:
Another thing that amuses me, is the fact that now I'm already out of school & people who meet me ask me what form I am. Weyy, muke aku sah2 xcam dak skola lg kot. Mase aku skola memandai2 lak korg kate aku dah abis skola. Pfft. T'blik tol. Some auntie actually thought I was
Form 3. LOL!
& Ajit b'tanye: Nape you nmpk cam b'seri2 eh ari ni?
Haha. I fit in the baju kurung! Weee.
Fyi, this was the bju krung that mummy bought fer me, a size smaller mind you, challenging me to be able to wear it by the time Raya approaches. When I tried it on it was super tight. Succeeded! Ngeh.
Oh, today's my 11th month anniversary with Amin.
I've loved you fer almost a yr now.
& although I have all the reasons to be dead angry at you right now,
I love you sayang.
Always.
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
