.Tuesday, September 22, 2009 ' 8:54 PM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: Britney Spears - Cinderella
I used to say I want you,
You cast me in your spell,
I did everything you wanted me to,
But now I shall break free from all your lies,
I won't be blind you see,
My love, it can't be sacrificed,
I won't return to thee.
I'm sorry for running away like this,
And I'm sorry I've already made my wish,
Aah, but Cinderella's got to go,
I'm sorry, just trying to live my life,
Don't worry, you're gonna be alright,
But Cinderella's got to go.& mummy asked this morning: "Frh, where's Amin? I thought you said he was gonna come. He didn't call you after that day? But n'way, I think you've been doing fine without him so far,"
Frh (in her head): Yea mummy, give me 10 reasons why he would even want to come in the first place. Sure, I'm doing fine without him of course. The other day I told him I love him, but I might as well have been saying it to the wall. Not to forget the fact tht I didn't get any reply, twice. Boy don't I feel like a jerk. I wonder how I can still swallow every single word he tells me. Much as he can tell me, I know the whole truth really. So, yea, considering the situation I'm in atm, I'm really fine mummy.Raye so far? Bosan thap gaban kot. Sheesh. & to top things up, I have Accs exam tmrw. Pfft. Dahlah xstudy. Then I'll be on a plane to Kota Bahru at night with mummy.
N'way, second raye, didn't go anywhere. However, at night went out. Ke mane? Haaa, korg pndi2 la tau. Heh. Then today went to one of my auntie's house, in Shah Alam.




Second Raye.



Third Raye.
Bought the selendang from kak Intan, Amin's sis. Interested? Go to purplebella.blogspot.com to order. (:
Mummy's right though. People won't change. They'll be just the way they are. One of the reasons I'm being eaten up inside.
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.