.Wednesday, October 7, 2009 ' 11:38 PM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: Ashley Tisdale - Erase & Rewind
Guess I should leave this behind,
Guess I should erase and rewind,
But somehow I can't seem to stay away,
I don't want to sound desperate but I am,
So say that you'll come around,
Guess I should erase and rewind,
Erase and rewind.
You never do return my calls,
Just like we never met at all,
No matter what I'll always wait for you,
I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you.
I don't wanna feel like this,
I don't want to. Was practically out the whole day today. Woke up at 10-ish, then gi gym ngan mummy. Semangat menguruskan bdan! HOHO.
Buchuk buchukk! :P
After tht, went home, rest fer awhile, then went back out to get Bell. Before that, started flipping out all my clothes, comtemplating on what to wear. Pfft.
1st choice. Abis stop traffic nnt HAHA.
So ended up wearing this.
Bell kate : Frh, ko pkai camtu, kite ni nak gi clubbing ke wey? =.=
Hair's been looking oddly
browner than usual these few days. Maybe it's the fact tht my mood's been better. Yea, even my hair has its mood swings. Wtf.
N'way, went with Bell to Shah Alam. She wanted to lepak at her ex boyf's workplace, some restaurant. Stalk stalk haha. So, drove there. Nvr knew Shah Alam was
that wide. Pfft.
Her Sampoerna, lighter, & iced barley. My Salem Menthol, & apple juice. Wanted to buy Sampoerna, but xde, so bought Salem instead. Skali lps beli br die jumpe dlm beg. Sheesh. Oh, my lighter's missing. I'm wondering if Amin took it. Wtf.
Farah yang chubby lg bongok. (:
Bella the loceng. Hahaa.
Kami. I look fucked up. HOHO.
Oh. Bell & I were talking bout going clubbing & private partying one of these nights. How? Aku pndi sneak out la, camne lg. Cam xbiase. HOHO. Drugs, fuck, dance & trance huh? Don't underestimate the million things I dare to do.
N'way. After that, sent her home, then went to Summit to meet Haikal. Bell & Mirul were supposed to follow too, but Mirul couldn't be contacted & Bell had some stuff to do. Nad? No cmnt.
Ko sjak baik semula ngan Saleh ko tu ko lupekan mmbr ko ni trus kan? Smpi ari tu aku nyaris2 mampos pun ko wat dunno. Pfft. Kesah. Biar ah. So, in the end it was only me & Haikal. B'dating la jdnye HAHA. Ntah2 korg ni sengaje xnak dtg. T_T
N'way, met Haikal at Starbucks than grak to go buy tickets. He was damn anxious to watch The Gamer, so there you go, The Gamer it is. Lps tu gi lpak2 minum. Went to Old Town Coffee House to have dinner. Oh ohhh. Haikal blanje mkn & tiket! Awwwww. Haha. Thx yea Haikal. (:
N'way, bout the movie. Punye la menyanggapkan. All the asses & memegang tmpt2 yg x septtnye HAHAHAA. Sheesh. Got pretty awkward really, felt as if I was suddenly watching porn. Wtffff. But the movie was seriously awesome, I'm glad he suggested it. It's about a game, played in real life, or sumthing like that. Some twist in the plot to it. Imagine The Sims with real people in real life, & uhm, Dota with real life characters. Haha wtf. But a lot of flying chunks of body parts & blood. Ewwness. Spent a number of times covering my face in Haikal's shoulder. HAHA.
To Bell: Aku xwat pape ngan die okeh! Baik je doh. Dlm hati teringat pd
si dia yg tersyg sahaje. HOHO. (:
Many dudes from Keramat have been adding me up in myspace lately. You'd be thinking that I was a 'dak Kramat' too. The best thing is that everyone knows who Casper is. Great, more popularity. Now I'm known as my ex boyf's current girlf. Who I haven't kept in touch with in days.
T_T
Oh, & you wanna know something else? I've got a crush. On someone. Saper? Ouh tidakkkkk! =.=
To Syaz: Yunk, break ngan Amin ke? Xmo la break2 syg, baik2 la blik. Xmo gado2, jgn jd cam sis Frh ni. Syg ouh, korg dah lame together gether, sdih je sis tgk. ):
Oh no. Mummy washed Amin's shirt. Cannot wear to sleep tonight. Waaaa. Xpe2, still got teddy bear. Wtf.
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
