Currently tuning into: Ashanti - The Way That I Love You
Check this out, the lyrics interest me.
I woke up kinda early today, And something told me from that moment, It wouldn’t be the same, I knew you were hiding something, But I didn’t push it, I didn’t know what to say, I tried to pretend, Like I didn’t see it, Cause deep down I knew I didn’t want to believe it.
There it was, it was you and her, You left your sidekick on the nightstand, And I read.
Everything you did, and everything you said and, And now I’m standing here looking like damn, I thought it was you and I, Now I all I got to say is why?
After all of this time that we tried, I found out we were living a lie, And after all of this love that we made, I found out you don’t love me the same,
The way that I love you.
You lied, you lied, oh why? Why'd you have to lie to me? Why?
You guys should really check out the music video of Ashanti's The Way That I Love You. In the video she murdered her boyf fer cheating & lying to her. o.O
N'way, second sem's starting tmrw. Pfft. Oh, new subjects. Introduction To Sociology, Writing For Business, Writing For Mass Comm, Web Page Design, Fundamentals Of Marketing & Management Studies. Bore bore boreee. Pfft. & classes are practically from morning to evening. Gah. More boredom.
On the bright side, mummy & I have been discussing & it's been confirmed that I am going back to London after my foundation year. Yeay! At the moment it's only gonna be a holiday trip there but if I can get the chance to further up my studies there I may do so. As she puts it, it's my life, I should know best what I want fer myself. & that, is exactly what I want. To leave & escape from this hectic life I've been living so far, & to start a new one.
It's the 18th of October. & I'm currently awaiting the best, the worst, or nothing at all in a few days to come. & hell yea, I'm prepared this time.
Oh, unintentionally curled my hair yesterday.
I almost killed myself from laughing. Punye la bangang video ni. & to add to matters, something about the vid's damn dirty. HAHA.
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
THE BLOGGERY
.Farah Alia.
18 going on 19, from London, England, & currently staying in Subang Jaya, Slgr, MY.
When you walked away from me,
And said your last goodbye,
I never thought that six months on,
You'd still be in my life.
I have tried to forget,
Get you out of my head,
But the memories won't fade,
I can run I can hide from this feeling inside,
But the pain won't go away.
Now I'm sure you've found a girl,
To fill my empty space,
But I'm stuck with the love that we shared,
That time just can't erase,
I can run I can hide from this feeling inside,
But the pain won't go away.
Cause every time I hear your name,
The world stops for a moment,
Baby with a single word,
I can see your face again,
Cause every time I hear your name,
The world stops for a moment,
And I'm taken back to what we had,
Every time I hear your name.
