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.Sunday, October 4, 2009 ' 1:25 AM Y
live & regret.

Currently tuning into: Dash Berlin Feat. Emma Hewitt – Waiting

So far away,
You’re gone so long,
Oh and I’m waiting,
Till that day,
I take you home,
Know that I’m waiting.

Haunted by your grace,
You know I’m falling,
So cool without you,
Always in my mind,
I hear you calling,
I hear you calling.



*edited*

Instead of saying so much, here's one word.
Goodbye.



Definition of self-injury: Pain afflicted physically to overcome one's emotional stress & pain.


Everyone said I 'wat keje bodo'. I have no cmnts fer y'all, apart from the statement above. The only time you can actually say I 'wat keje bodo' is when I commit suicide, aite?

Last night, the emotional pain I felt was so bad tht I could feel my heart bleed pain too. I cried out so loud that my own voice couldn't even be heard. Even as razorblades cut through my skin I felt nothing. Nothing at all. I've nvr gone this far, ever. & to feel nothing at all, who would have known how terrible the emotional pain I had was. Nevertheless, this phrase is over, & the scars are healing.


But I'm still emotionally bruised. I need help. Swear to God, I seriously need help. I'm losing myself.


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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.







THE BLOGGERY

.Farah Alia.
18 going on 19, from London, England, & currently staying in Subang Jaya, Slgr, MY.

Me? I've yet to discover myself.


SEARCH MEY
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LYRICS TO MY LIFEY
When you walked away from me,
And said your last goodbye,
I never thought that six months on,
You'd still be in my life.

I have tried to forget,
Get you out of my head,
But the memories won't fade,
I can run I can hide from this feeling inside,
But the pain won't go away.

Now I'm sure you've found a girl,
To fill my empty space,
But I'm stuck with the love that we shared,
That time just can't erase,
I can run I can hide from this feeling inside,
But the pain won't go away.

Cause every time I hear your name,
The world stops for a moment,
Baby with a single word,
I can see your face again,
Cause every time I hear your name,
The world stops for a moment,
And I'm taken back to what we had,
Every time I hear your name.

♥♥♥



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