.Saturday, October 10, 2009 ' 11:13 PM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: Ashley Tisdale - How Do You Love Someone
I've walked around hoping, just barely coping,
Getting it on, getting it wrong,
It's hard to talk, to say what's deep inside,
It's hard to tell believe the truth, when you've always lied.
How do you love someone and make it last?
How do you love someone without tripping on the past?
So far in my life, clouds have blocked the sun,
How do you love, how do you love someone?
How do you love, how do you love someone? Before I start, here's a few pics from last night's 'b'day session'. Haha.
Mama Han & Uncle Don. her b'day cake & candle. Ngahahaha.
The Sistaaassss! Xcept fer my bro. & me la wtf. Ngeh.
Nak tau x. Last night kan, Zachreen kan, sweet gle babi ouhh. Terpikat ati HAHAHA. N'way, he called me, then we chitchatted fer over an hour. Lps tu, he went to get his guitar & sang to me! Weeee. He had written those songs a week ago & wanted me to be the first to listen. & he has the most amazing voice evurrr. Awwwness. Haha. You're sweet honey, but too good fer a bad girl like me. ;)
Oh, Zachreen's the lead vocalist of one of Malaysia's local bands, Witherspoon. Not all tht known in Malaysia, but heard on air in radio stations in other countries around the world. In my opinion, their songs are more or less like Secondhand Serenade. Slow songs but with a surge of energy & meaningful lyrics. You can search fer them in Myspace & Facebook yea! Cheh promote promote HAHA. Ala, mmbr kan. ;)
Oh, & about my hair. Bajet xde warnela kan, but the moment I walked out the door to fetch my brother to tuition, pergh, punye la obvious warne die. Haha. But its not obvious in pictures though. Tried countless times, tp nmpk same je. Pfft. Planning on coloring it again, to get a stronger shade of colour.
Budak sengal lg sumbat tayang rambut HAHA.
Fuck weh.I just check my results. There's seriously, got to be something wrong somewhere. My GPA. Xmungkin weh! Sumpah xmungkin! Gle babi truk. Fuck la wey. I'm under probation, so you don't have to ask already how bad it is.
Can't be. God I feel like crying right now. I swear I did study, despite everything that happened to me fer the past few months. I didn't let anything get in my way, that break-up, struggling in Accs & Econs, I made sure nothing could stop me. Even my coursework pun semue more or less 50% wey! Xkan I ley fail smpi camtu!
Asked Nick just now. Apparently it's possible to pass all yr subs & still get pointer under 2.0. Fuck, I'm screwed. I need to buck myself up, starting next sem.
Gah. Now here's another reason fer me to be depressed. I already moved on from that Amin issue & now it's my studies. Another reason fer me to really want to jump off KLCC.
T__T
Meanwhile, I'm thinking of a way to escape from telling mummy & papa that I'm under probation. Sob.
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
