.Sunday, December 6, 2009 ' 1:09 AM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: Cascada - Dangerous
Give me a break,
I'm melting away,
You're so dangerous,
Or is it too late?
Gotta know what's on your mind.
I'm out of control,
Cause you want it all,
You're so dangerous,
My biggest mistake,
I'm blinded by your eyes. On This Day In Your Life Farah, God Wants You To Know..
Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK. Hell yea it's December bbys! The final month of 2009. I'm glad it's almost over, this year has been hell fer me. But finally, after a whole year of hearing lies from the person I loved the most, I broke free & brought myself up again.
Now, thinking back, it's all a blessing in disguise. Finding out the whole truth in the end from Amin hit me hard in the head, causing me to land in depression. To forget everything I filled in all the free time I had. If it wasn't classes I'd be at the gym, working on making my whole body ache just so that I could forget all the emotional pain I was feeling. By the time I go home I'd be so tired I'd go to bed straight away.
At this moment, I'm happy. Due to all that exercise & rest I freed myself from the emotion torture I had been going through these past months. I'm not all slim yet, but at least I'm healthy, & most importantly, happy with what I have. In conclusion, I gained more than I expected. He, however, had a huge loss, losing me, & I wish him the best in continuing his stupid, foolish lies & acts. I still love him, but I've had enough. Loving you doesn't mean I should be sacrificing my whole life to you.
N'way, updates. Here's some pics.
Had my Mass Comm presentation a few days back.
It, was terrible. Pfft.
Meet Ajit! My last ex-boyf. Was with him some time after Raye, but due to me not being ready I had to break it off.
Spent quite some time with him these few days. 1st time jumpe okeh! Hahaa. He's a niceeee guy. <3
(p/s, muke kuh sial. HAHA.)
Of course, more lpak shisha sessions with the bestie.
Been addicted to DDR. I'm just so in the mood fer dancing nowadays. Especially since that Hip-Hop class I took last week at gym. Haha. Besh doh!
The pics, mins after dancing away. LOL.
So it's 4am, & I need to get to bed.
Nite loves.
xoxo.
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
