.Thursday, December 24, 2009 ' 5:23 PM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: Lady Gaga ft Beyonce - Telephone
Stop callin', stop callin',
I don't wanna think anymore!
I left my head and my heart on the dance floor. On This Day In Your Life Farah, God Wants You To Know..
that every little part of you is magical. Yes, even the parts that hurt, even the ones that are feeling disease right now. It's alright to love what is in pain. More than alright, that's exactly where your love is needed the most. So why not touch that part that hurts and smile at it, at yourself through it, and whisper: ''I love you.'' Went to watch Avatar last night, with mummy, adik, & Mama Ping. Gle cun la wey. The movie's definitely the best I've seen so far, even better than 2012. So people, go watch if you haven't! ;D
Meanwhile, last night I made a huge, not to mention stupid mistake. Was sleeping when some unknown number called. N'way, from what I saw, it was Casper. So pe lg, angkat je la kan. From my voice it was obvious I was sleeping, so he told me to go back to sleep, supposingly nak dodoikan aku la HAHA wtf. N'way, talked to him as if I was talking to Casper, then ended the call. So tried to go back to sleep, but felt like something wasn't right. Fer one, I had already saved his number again the other day. So I checked back the number, & it was not his number after all.
Texted & ask who it was, & apparently it was some myspace dudee. Punye la malu akuh wey! Sumpah suare cam die ouh! Pfft. I was already starting to feel like something wasn't quite right; having him call me 2 nights in a row la kan. Ko dah ade betine ko sorg tuh ade mase lak nak cari akuh. Sheesh. Crap, getting him out of my life was already one issue, now I have to hallucinate about him too? Pfft-ness.
In the morning, went to the gym, as usual. Decidede to join this dance class, called Zumba. Cam besh je kan. & trust me, it was funnnn! I enjoyed it oh so much. It had all sorts of dances in one; tango, mambo, cha cha, disco, ballroom dancing, clubbing, belly dancing, sexy, & at some point, bollywood HAHA. With
assets like mine I can fucking shake it & make it sexy okay. HAHAHAHA. But I sucked at ballroom dancing though. Seriously, I'm no Cinderella. Pfft.
N'way, at night went to lpak shisha with Bell, & her sisters, Nabihah & Nadia. Last day jumpe ouh, she's going to Melaka. Gahhhh rindu la ko wey nnt! ):
After went back to their house to play Monopoly. Bankrup kot. T_T
Lpak shishaa.
Monopolyy!
Meanwhile, seeing my shoulders under the light is frightenening. I almost wanted to cry just now. The skin on my shoulders are red & raw, which is obvious that they will be staying that way. Seen fire victims? Tht's what I'm talking about. Sob. No more sleveless tops fer me. Gah.
A week till 2009 ends. & I'm in the process of doing my yr end synopsis. (:
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
