.Tuesday, December 8, 2009 ' 1:06 AM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: Orianthi - According To You
According to me,
you're stupid,
you're useless,
you can't do anything right.
But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible,
he can't get me out of his head.
According to him,
I'm funny,
irresistible,
everything he ever wanted.
Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it,
baby tell me what I got to lose.
He's into me for everything I'm not,
according to you. On This Day In Your Life Farah, God Wants You To Know..
that faith is exactly what it takes to get through uncertainty. Faith is not necessary when you know how things are going to work out, - that's knowledge. It's in the time of unknowing that having faith is what sees you through to the other side. Faith is what gives you strength. Faith is that light in your heart that keeps on shining even when it's all darkness outside. Now is the time to keep that faith alive! Finally watched 2012 with mummy, adik, aunts & my uncle just now, kat Summit. Besh ouhh. One of a kind, fer me n'way. Funny, touching, sad, all emotions in one. Really gets you thinking about stuff.
Right, so now's fer a few cmnts.
To
my ex-boyf's ex-girlf before me, I've been observing your blog for quite some time now. & seriously, would it kill you if you stop taking quotes off my myspace or blog? Woman, I read your blog & I know exactly where certain sentences are taken off. Things like
this is not even half of them. friends, you know who you are, &
life's a bitch but i'm still here, &
life isn't a bed of roses, are obviously taken from my ms/blog, no matter how you plan to twist the words around. I would have kept quiet if it wasn't fer the fact that every new quote that I change in myspace just happens to end up in your blog profile.
& fyi, your English, seriously needs improving. I've been getting
our ex-boyf to learn proper English ever since I was with him & put it this way, his English is so much better than yours. It's good that you're putting effort in using it, but what's the point in posting a blogpost in full broken English? Reading through I always get stuck between wanting to laugh or wanting to correct you. Not intentionally wanting to be insulting here, but all this just sends the msg out to ppl that you're fake. oh, & don't worry, I don't plan on giving out your blog url here.
I still don't understand why the hell so many ppl like to copy me. Just the other day an ex-schoolmate of mine copied & pasted my whole 'about me' section into her own page, changing the details of course. Be fucking original fer God's sakes.
Now that I'm done dissing people WTF, let's talk about that stupid community in myspace that posted a whole lot of rubbish about me on their page. Only a few days back I was greeted by more than 100 f.requests in myspace. & the number's still going up. As I had suspected, a lot of them had added me from that page, since my url's there. The community's now been seen by quite a number of ppl. Had many myspacers warning me, when I had already known fer ages.
Well, they got to know me themselves, & cmnted that I wasn't at all like what the page claimed me to be. Hah, beat that you idiots. You bastards think you can make the whole world see how terrible I supposingly am when basically, they have the brains to get to know me themselves & see fer themselves how I really am. Nak ckp aku bodo pebende semue. Korg lg bodo kot, reti nak kutuk2 org semue, diri sendiri tu alim gle babi ke sgt skang? Solat dah ckup 5 ke? Nak jd uztazah lak. Xpuas ati sgt ngan akuh kan. Korg kutuk, aku yg dpt popularity ah bai! HAHAA. ;)
Oh, did you know just how hard it is to be a playa? Not to mention expensive too HAHA. Kene topup sll bai, nak msg kan. Yea, I'm no longer Farah your bongok who's oh-so-seriously in love. Serious, is not in my fucking vocabulary anymore dudeee. I play the friggin field, & I'm enjoying it. I can have all the guys I want, without getting hurt, without hurting others. I can flirt without going over, I can simply go out dating with any guy & act like he's my boyf without being in a official relationship, I have company every single minute of the day, & bottom line, I'm having fun. The bad part is where you get slightly attached to a few & you don't know which one to choose. :|
I'm happy, & I'm not gonna get myself into another relationship fer now. That's fer suree.
Did a webcamming session last night, & ended up wc-ing with more than 15 ppl.HOHO. Semue cmnt, ckp I lgsg xsenyum. Pastu ble I senyum xpun glak masing2 kecoh gle. HAHAH.
Izz syg! Rinduuuuuu! Ble la you ade mase nak lpak nih, asyik keje je. Ble u ajk I lak yg xde. Pfft. Dahlah nnt u nak blik UiTM dah. ):
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
