.Monday, December 21, 2009 ' 10:57 AM Y
live & regret.
Currently tuning into: Rihanna - Russian Roulette
And you can see my heart beating,
You can see it through my chest,
And I’m terrified but I’m not leaving,
Know that I must pass this test,
So just pull the trigger. On This Day In Your Life Farah, God Wants You To Know..
that every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy. You know how sometimes it seems that life is just throwing you one curved ball after another? Well, guess what, - you have a great way to respond! - you can use every opportunity, every single one, to be happy. Don't just take a shower - feel into and receive pleasure from the water on your skin. Don't just walk on the street - enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way. Don't just drive your car - sing karaoke to your favorite radio station. It's Frh, bby! HOHO. Haven't posted in more than a week. Let's just say, there's not much really in life. Randoms, ups & downs, tu je. Xmenarik pun. As if my life was ever interesting. LOL.
Oh, went to Desa Waterpark yesterday. First family outing in like, only God knows how many years. Pfft. Damn awkward actually, seeing how mummy is with papa. Seriously, looking at them, I can't help but feel hatred. How the fuck does mummy tolerate all that shit? But then again, shouldn't I be asking myself the same thing? Sheesh. At least now I know where I get that ridiculously strong will. T_T
N'way, Desa Waterpark? Biase je kot. Kinda boring. 2 slides, this Lazy River where you can just drift around in that float, a WaveShock pool, like the one in Sunway. Spent my time 'tanning' in the Lazy River. Smpi t'lbih msak kot agknye HAHAHAA. Then waited for like almost an hour in the Wave Shock just to experience the waves. Mane la xhangus kan akuh. Even adik was even terer than me, going on the slides. I was abit the mlas, too many ppl. Ngeh.
So, the best part was where I went to the Shockwave pool. Finally, the waves were on, so pe lg, enjoy gle babi kot, on my pelampung. Hoho. Mind you, there was so many people, you'd be thinking Titanic just sank or summat. LOL. Well, was on my own, then this guy asked me to join his gang, mainly couples la. Besh gle lak, we were holding on to each other, trying to stay on our floats while this guy tried to 'selamatkan' me. HAHA WTF weh. Sorg dr gang tu sempat nak ngorat aku, pdhal ade ngan awek tuu. T_T
By the end of the day, I had serious sunburn. & I mean serious wey. My skin's all red, irritated, itchy, & plain sore. Damn fucking pain wey. Pfft. The best thing is, there wasn't even any sun. 2012 I suppose. Wtf. Oh, & did I mention? I think I was the only adult wearing a swimsuit there. T_T
The effects are worse today. I can't even wear my clothes without wanting to cry. Pfft.
P.s, meant to take pics from a distance, any closer &
some readers in particular may start laughing. Pfft.
At uni all my classmates pointed at my face & asked what happened. As half the day passed before they could even ask I said sunburn. Lol. Oh, & there's this guy in Sociology class that I'm seriously crushing wey. HAHA. Gahhh. Sempat lak die malu2 mase aku tego td. Ngahahahah.
The only thing that cheered me up today was my body analysis test that Nizam helped me do at the gym. Woohooo semue trun! Ok, not all obviously, only those that are supposed to be decreased. Lmao. Not telling my weight here, but up to date I've lost 8kg, since I started this depression-at-the-gym-session. Swt.
Mummy however, very the xpuas ati mainly b'cuz everything went down, including her muscle mass. LOLOLOL. She hasn't been eating for days since this whole family incident thingy, & all she actually digests is coffee. Sheesh. But anyhow, she's scheming, to get even. Yesterday mummy said she felt like kicking Papa into the pool. HAHAA. Yea bby, now you know where Farah Alia gets her stuff. ;)
N'way, here's some pics from the past week.
Had my Sociology presentation last week. Say hi to my group mmbrs. ;)
Randoms. I still think I look ridiculously thin in the top pic.
T_T
Another week till I post my year-end synopsis.
Boy I can't wait.
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i'm okay, until i realise that things will never be the same.
